Is This It?
Been a while since I wrote anything here, and this will probably go down as one of your garden variety " in retrospect " pieces, but here goes... Gonna put a big ass TRIGGER WARNING (suicidal thoughts/attempt) just to be sensitive. Read on. 2020, what a wild ride it has been. Tons of shit happened, some good, most of it bad. Insane. Absolute insanity. Un-fucking-believable. To put this into perspective, I ended 2019 with a fucking suicide attempt. Stupid, but it did happen. 2020 was off to a nice start right off the gate. Along the way I got to meet some nice people, and a few were wonderful. Though I lost my job, twice, also lost someone (I thought was) dear to me. What else? Fuck. I can no longer drink as much because my stomach decided I've had enough and now it'll hurt really, really badly every time I drink in excess. Fuck! Alright, suppose there were some good things to highlight here... let's see, did little covers of songs I like here and there, one was &q