What Now?

Well, for the first time in a long time, I have nothing to say. I might step away from writing altogether until my mental state is in a better place, which we all know may not happen at all, but who knows?

Been trying to stay positive and enjoy life, whatever that might entail, but I just don't think it is working out. My body hurts, and my mind, even more so. Starting 2025 with a lot of baggage and unresolved issues sounds like a bad deal, and it is.

I'm just not sure how to remedy all this. The price that I had to pay for my past sins seems to keep going higher and higher, and I don't think I will be willing to pay anymore. I'm spent. I'm spent, and I just want to be rid of whatever this bullshit that's been plaguing the back of my mind.

The noose didn't work, so what now?

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